Oh wells. After saying that i may leave this blog, i didnt. Haha. Is there something that can't be left behind? Or is it yui's song? Hahha.

Anyway, had english and emath 1 today. I think that my english was quite ok. But then i kind of screwed emath 1, think no more distinction. I felt kind of lethargic for the afternoon paper. My brain can't think that well. I felt like my mind was just a plain loaf of bread, and like a body without a soul sitting there doing the paper. Like the synmetry line, i cannot think. Draw graph, front part draw wrong. Percentage increase in area cannot think. Ask us to write suitable eqn for the graph, answer suppose to be y= a^x, I thought is like the first part, write the x value. Hah! I can't think of anything but to laugh at my stupidity now. I feel like the most loser in the world now.

Oh, and my betta jumped out of the tank yesterday and jumped till it landed 3.89m away from the tank. Nice man! He is dead. Maybe that was something symbolising my bad luck for today? I'm getting too superstitious. A betta jumping out is ubiquitous, I shouldn't be thinking much. Wtf. I am getting this exam stress and sorts of things. Couldn't really sleep that well, like having too many dreams and disrupt my sleep and imagining lots of things. Why is our life so stressful and hectic? How i wish I would be someone carefree. I wouldn't mind living in a fruit farm or something? Lol. I believe you are thinking that I have such simple mindset huh.

Don't use such strong words. It makes you look weak.




-New ipod
-Gain weight
-Get into finals for A div
-Good A level results